in are prayers

thinking back when my daughter ashley was born,when i had to have an emergency
c-section due to the cord being wrapped around her neck and she was getting lack of oxygen and then soon after when the nicu doctors said she had sleep apnea and had to come home with a monitor to measure her heart beats and so when she had an episode where her heart stopped i had an alarm to know to pat her on her back and wake her because she would forget she had to breathe and remembering the medicines i had to give her twice a day to help her i remember how i felt, there were many sleepness nights and the fears when that machine went off and then there were the constant jumpin out of bed running to her then not being able to go back to sleep afterwards.

I remember how i felt after she was six months old when the doctors said she was able to get off the monitor for the first time, the nights of constant watching over her because of that fear that her heart would stop and i not hear it,happy that shes getting better no more wires and cutting outfits to squeeze the wires through being able to hold her with out dragging the machine around with me. Then no more medicine and then there was a big sigh of releif that went over my head although it took me along time to get over the anxiety of it all.

Then there was a day like today where i read one of my friends post about her little girl passing and i could not imagine the pain they are going through and i think back remembering and thanking god even more each day that i never had to or hope that i never have to experience such pain.

baby kayliegh and family are forever in my prayers and i hope things get better for you. I dont know how to tell you im sorry for your loss amd im quite sure that sorry might be the last thing you wanna hear and if you need anything please dont hesitate

And for all my blogging friends there is one thing kaylieghs mom is asking and that is on sunday may 17th 2009 at 4:oopm that everyone let a pink ballon in the sky to remember her and also to write a card attached saying:
Kayleigh Anne Freeman
Our One Pound Miracle from God
(6/23/08 - 5/11/09)
www.KayleighAnneFreeman.blogspot.com

please visit her site you will get to see how wonderful and strong this 11 month old little miracle was and how i cant imagine how a little miracle can be so strong and now shes with god shes in a happier place and free of pain.